Pandoras box

> Put some food in the oven to heat it up.

> Forget about it for an hour

> Think that it’s completely ruined now.

…

> Food is freaking perfect.

I should be a chef.

Right. I’ll keep it short - I got the keys for my new flat yesterday as we chucked in the first pieces of furniture. I also called a company called telenor to order a broadband, which should be in effect come next monday.

This is looking good. I’m a happy man.

It’s sunday morning, I’m about to start moving in to my new flat and I have a boatload of things to do today. What am I thinking about, though? My girl. What I’d give to hold her right now.

And I’m tired as hell. Lately my day has been turned upside down. This weekend I’ll be starting to move in to my new flat as well so I’ve got to fix it as quick as possible. I’ve got most of the furniture sorted - just need to fix the broadband, which (of course) is a necessity. Kind of like water and shelter.

On an entirely different note, I tried watching True Blood as I’ve heard many good things about it… and it’s not too bad. I haven’t gotten very far into the series, but I am enjoying it.

That’s the name of the show I’ve been watching for a few hours. I hadn’t seen it before today but had heard many positive things about it; they were correct. Usually I’m not a huge fan of neither zombie movies or series, but this is a good one. So far I’m just scratching the surface of season 2 - hopefully the next few episodes are just as good as the ones I’ve watched so far.

Also: Three cheers for me actually writing something on tumblr, please. *Pats himself on the back*

Quoting song lyrics aside, it’s actually around ten o’clock on a lovely Friday morning. My day is somewhat turned upside down due to an unfortunate 6 hour long nosebleed on Wednesday evening. It’s all good though, feeling quite good.

Some stuff happened in my life lately that I thought I’d plot down here. Due to having a very high absence from school earlier in the year this year won’t work for me, so it’s over for now. I’d probably be really bummed out about that, but I have an awesome apartment and (hopefully) a really sweet job to look forward to. The apartment is getting cleaned out completely on the 11th of April, which means I can start moving in the very same evening. It’ll be absolutely legendary. Now, realistically speaking the furniture won’t be half as awesome as I’d like it to be, but that’s alright. I’m not a rich person so I’ll take what I can have.

Oh, and this person I mentioned in an earlier post. She’s my girl now, and I do hope she’ll be spending a lot of time at my place. It could use a female touch, as long as ‘female’ doesn’t mean ‘pink’. (I know it doesn’t.)

I promise I’ll get better at posting things and stuff that happen in the day to day life of this dude called Tor.

Right. Once again I haven’t shared anything with the world for a while. Some things have happened lately. My mother is going to the hospital once again, though it’s nothing serious this time - just a routine checkup as she has a very serious illness. Apart from that I’m taking a psyche evaluation thing to see how I’m doing lately. I still feel like the king of the world and that everything is awesome; I’ve even gotten used to it at this point and I enjoy it through and through.

And then there’s this girl. I thought I had seen a beautiful smile, but then I saw hers. I have seem many pretty smiles in the past, but hers is the only one that I just cannot stop looking it. That, and her deep, dark blue eyes. Somehow it’s the only thing I can seem to look at when I’m with her. Now, I am not the kind of man that only appreciates the physical side of someone; mentality and truly knowing someone is very important to me. Her personality is very enticing. Like everyone she has her demons, but her bright sides are so luminous. When she is happy she shows it, she laughs, she smiles and just creates such a good atmosphere around her. I like it.

She makes me smile, and that’s important.

Just thought I’d mention that I’m around the 80kg mark now. Making progress. *Gives himself a well deserved pat on the back*

Now let’s just get those last 15kg of muscles, my dear body, and we’ll be good.

After having been somewhat MIA from tumblr for a while I do suppose it’s about time that I type something here just to let everyone know that I am in fact not dead. At least not yet.

This evening shall be dedicated to: Defeating evil bosses in the World of Warcraft, drinking a lot of milk as per usual, watching a movie later on and Skyping more than what’s healthy - in both English and Norwegian.

It’s been a while since I typed up something in here. It’s about time to do so now.

I just got home from the gym and I’m knackered. I recently started working out again after taking somewhat of a break this past autumn. It’s nice getting to strengthen by body again, though it’s far from where I’d like it to be. Most of you wouldn’t know but in the previous few years I’ve struggled with a heavy depression. I won’t go into the reasons behind it, but I will mention that during this period I lost almost 20kg, transforming my body into a skinny husk of what it used to be. I intend to change that. My goal is to gain another ~15kg in muscles, which should both look and feel much better than it currently does. I’m already quite satisfied with my body though, so it’s no rush. My confidence is absolutely though the roof, perhaps even at an unhealthy level at times.

These last few days have been particularly great. Now, usually every day has been been good in some shape or form, but over the weekend I’ve gotten a taste of something I have dearly missed. Talking to an interesting person, having deep conversations and smiling quite a lot are some of the things that have happened.

Life is good.

I believe it to be a good sign when you not only get chills down your spine, but through your entire body as you listen to the music you love the most.

Exploring my apparent rabbit heritage by consuming a delicious salad. I’m not one to eat salads often, but this one really is very tasty.

Aside from my grassy food, it has been a most interesting weekend so far. I was up much too late last night, but it was very much worth it. Interesting conversations with interesting people does make for a good evening. Now, it’s time to take a jog. Hopefully it’s not as slippery as it was yesterday, it’s less fun and more of a hassle to be doing such activities when it feels as though one is taking two steps forward and one step backwards.

Have a brilliant day, everyone. I know I will.

This day has been an excellent one. Albeit a bit hornier and sexually frustrated when compared to most others. I do wish there were someone close I could exorcise my lusts with, but living in the middle of nowhere does have some drawbacks I suppose.

I need to be rough tonight, show her how things should be. Enjoy her fully.

Right. First of all, understand that I am usually a creature of the night. If I don’t have to go to bed early because of an important appointment in the morning then I will not, and even then I’ll go to sleep far too late. Now, yesterday I went to bed a 9 P.M. which I do not believe has happened since my bedtime was in effect as a little child.

I do suppose it has its advantages though. In half a week I’ll have to get up at 06:35 every morning, meaning it will not be a hellish nightmare getting used to it again if I keep this up.

Breakfast, here I come. Todays menu consists of deliciously hot toast and cold milk.

This whole being 100% honest is going to come bite me in the backside some day. I’ll be expecting hatemails from all around the globe now that I’ve posted something provocative.

It’s morning and I went to bed way too late as per usual. Everything is normal in my world so far. However, this morning I happened to be particularly horny. Now, usually when you’re in that kind of mood and find yourself to be alone the outcome may be obvious. Today I chose to do something else though. Instead of doing what you’re all thinking of I ended up writing down my thoughts. I realise that I am not a good writer by any standards, but this is what my keyboard and I spit out in unison. That being said, it’s not likely that I’ll share my sexual thoughts and things with the internet. Tell me whether you like it or dislike it, though if you’re offended by explicit material then feel free to not carry on reading. You have been warned. ;)

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It’s evening, and you’ve just finished eating dinner. You’re all alone in your apartment, sitting in the couch watching bad TV and having a drink. Suddenly you hear someone knocking at your door.

“Who could this be?” you ask yourself, as you’re not expecting anyone. As you open the door I’m there and before you know it I’ve raised my arm to your throat, squeezing it lightly as I walk in and close the door behind me with my foot. I smile deviously at you. I’m going to have fun tonight.

There’s a hint of panic in your eyes, just as there is a smidge of enjoyment, even playfulness. You see a tall man with an athletic body before you. I look you straight in the eye as we stand in the hallway and say “I’m surprised you’re not kicking and screaming. Perhaps this will be even more enjoyable than I originally anticipated.”

You put on a faint and insecure smile as I lead you to the living room and put you down on your back on the couch. I’ve already managed to open my pants to reveal my rock hard cock to you. As you’re wearing a skirt without panties on I can already see your little pussy. Surprisingly it’s clearly moist, ready to be used. However, that will wait.

I grab your hair and pull you down on the floor so that you are sitting on your knees. As your body falls into place down there I open your mouth by force and shove my large cock in. You can taste it. Somehow you think you like it, even though it is the member of a complete stranger. I smile as I start fucking your mouth, telling you to keep your tongue in contact with the underside of my dick.

You can feel my large member going in and out of your mouth. You taste the precum now - it scares you a bit. As I continue using your mouth as a fucktoy you begin to feel tingly inside. You really do not want to have sex with this stranger… but it feels good. After a while I pull your hair ruthlessly again as I bend you over the living room table. Your skirt naturally falls over your lower back and reveals your now soaked hole, ready to be enjoyed. “I expect you to be silent while I fuck you, or else I’ll have to gag you. Is that understood?” I ask decisibly. You just nod and lower your head.

As your cheek hits the table you can feel me thrusting into you from behind. My cock is nearly 8 inches long and thick enough for your hand not to be able to reach around it so it’s not painless at all.

After my first thrust I reach out with my right hand and lock it around your hair. As I pull it your head is forced back, and your eyes stare straight into the mirror in front of you. You watch youself being used in complete silence. The only sounds come from my hips clashing with your ass again and again with each deep thrust.

You are biting your lips now, a strong feeling is building up inside of you. You’re getting ready to come. You open your mouth and begin asking a question “May I please co…” - but you’re interrupted by my left hand locking itself around your throat, squeezing it. Lightly at first, but firmer and firmer until you have problems breathing. I continue fucking you. I’m nearing my climax now as I stand behind you, using you. I can feel it in my hand that you’re attempting to speak, “probably to ask for permission to come,” I think to myself.

As my hips are clashing with your ass harder and harder I can feel that I’m coming. At once I pull out, quickly force you down on your knees facing me and release my load straight into your mouth. As you feel the warmth spread inside of your mouth you can not control yourself anymore. You let out a loud moan as you come…

The clock just rounded 10am and I am feeling great, nevermind the fact that I’ve been up all night. This day is going to be brilliant. As I’m still off until next week I’ll just spend the day being as lazy as humanly possible, that is after I’ve dragged myself out to battle the harsh snow and freezing wind (not really, the weather is nice today) until I escape into the grocery store to hijack their food.

Actually, come to think of it. Swimming would be awesome tonight, it’d double as a light workout as well. It’s a plan.

I’ve never blogged before, perhaps because I have been hesitant as to what on earth I could put on it in order to make it at least mildly interesting for the reader. However, after having browsed the internets for a while I have now changed my mind about the whole ordeal. I will not promise anyone anything regarding the quality of the contents of this site, but I will say this; I’ll vent my frustrations, share my experiences and be myself.

If you have a question, never hesitate to ask. There are things I usually do not talk about, but if you ask you will always get a straight and honest answer no matter the question.